BYJ... My Only One.... Forever

May 14, 2009

The Only One ... Forever

Though I'm older, I'm young again
When I looked at you
My heart is beating frantically
And my head is full of illusions....

So hard, may be I'm obsessed and
I hate to be like this
Trying to be responsible to heal
My mental and emotional self
But still it never change the feelings
and it grows fonder.

When loving you is wrong
Then I don't want to be right anymore
I don't care what they say
I don't care what ever the complications are
All I know and care of is you
And you're the only one
and that's .... forever.

The only one from now on
And I said the only one not number one
'coz number one have number 2
number 3 and so on....
But the only one.... forever.....

LENY #6 - 2008


Here's my video, this is really my first work
and I'm so amateur in doing this so it's not so good yet.
I should have to learn more to make a better one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDlEBTTsBK0

Happy Mother's Day

May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day to every mother in this world...

To: BYJ,

Please send my greetings and gratitude to your "Omoni".

For She is someone who holds you close,
Trying to guide you and give you a sense of values,
Yet sets you free to find out for yourself
Just who you are and who you want to be....

For She is someone who dreams,

Great dreams for you,
Yet accepts the dreams that you decide to follow
And will always love you just the way you are.

And I'm so grateful to her for bringing
you in this world...
...You that gives us all in this Baeworld
A strength and courage to face
The difficulties and obstacles in life...
...You that lights up our burden souls...

Comes deeply from the bottom of my heart,
Thank you very much to Her.
May She and your grand mother and younger sister
Feel all the wonders of GOD's love
and celebrate this Mother's Day with a joyful heart.

Happy Father's day too to your "Aboji"
(I've heard that mother's and father's day in Korea is celebrate on the same date.)

And to all my Baesister's Mothers and who's a mother herself,

This one's for you

Because we have a special friendship,
Closeness is never more than a thought away.
And no matter how many miles or seas are between us,
When we're thinking of BYJ and of each other
With love that only true friends can give,
We truly are together.

"A Mom is like a simple calculator
Someone who adds Comfort,
Subtract Fear,
Divides Blessings and
Multiplies Joy."

Happy Mother's Day to all of you.

Today is our day so
Let us relax and enjoy ourselves.
God gives us richly all things to enjoy.


And to my Mother

Where ever she is now
I know she still guiding and protecting me

Thank you and I Love You

Mama ... Happy Mother's day
I miss you so much.

With lots of love, hugs and kisses,
(but beware of H1N1or swine flu, he he he he)

LENY

I dedicate this song to all the mothers in this world.
This song was sang by Lea Salonga at very young age
Thanks to Ultrathick for this video and the translation.

Sa Ugoy Ng Duyan ( Cradles Swing)

BYJ... I'm Sorry

April 27, 2009

Sorry

Sorry for loving you...
It all began when I first saw you

The expressive eyes
The priceless killer smile
The eloquent voice that have sensual volumes
And those sturdy muscles

Everything that can be seen in you is perfect
But I know you're more beautiful inside your heart
...it's proven and
that makes me more fallin' with you.....

I hate the feelings,
coz I know it's going to no where
It's one sided attraction that detrimented
my emotional well being
But i can't help falling with you
And that's the hardest thing that
I've ever done......

Sorry for loving you
I'm trying to be with friends and other company
But behind my smiles still
it's you that I'm thinking of
There are nights when I can't help but cry
What can I do, I'm so sad and
just being honest
So sorry.... really really sorry.....

LENY #8 - 2008

(modified)

Thanks for the pix to cosmo and ????...

Keep It Up

April 20,2009

Today I'm posting here again one of the Words or a Message or
Poem or what so ever you call it that I've written.

Dear BYJ , if you could remember this was the # 9 and last piece
that I've sent to you last 11/25/08 in your website.

Now I'm sharing it to my Baefamily...

Keep It Up

You are full of charms
And love being surrounded by people
Your mysterious aura is like a magnetic force
That attract lots of viewers..

You are talented and you believe in what you're doing
You have strong willed and extremely hard working
You're so organize and making sure things are exactly right
You're a perfectionist one...

So blessed by the superb gift
And look bestowed by the Almighty
So it's not surprising, what you've got
You're doing GREAT....
So keep it up....

Leny 2008

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

Feb. 14, 2009

I was singing in our home when my daughter notice the word on screen was different from what I'm singing. And she asked me, "Mommy, Why you sang You instead of She?" Actually the title of the song I sang was She. So I answered my daughter.... " Oh, I change the word She because I'm a woman and I dedicate this song to my Honey Baeb BYJ". Then she just nod her head and suddenly she said..." Ok mommy, sing it again" I asked her why? She just said just sing it again.
So I sang again,'coz i enjoyed singing though my voice is not acceptable. Then I notice she took her mobile phone and took me video while I'm singing. After singing, she said 'Ok mommy, upload this video to your blog" I said" Oh it's embarrassing, I don't have a good voice and I'm not a singer."
"Mommy it's just for fun, they know your not really a singer so they won't expect you to be good.What is important is the message of the song." .... Oh my child really understand my feelings. ( The first video was inverted so we have the take 2)
So now I upload it here and I hope BYJ can watch this one. I'm serenading him, ha ha ha.

To BYJ ...

Although your too far away from me and
I heard your in Australia now....
You're being thought about with
lots of love everyday.... Happy Valentines Day

YOU
(Original title -- SHE by Elvis Costello)

You may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
You may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

You may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
You may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
You may not be what you may seem
Inside your shell

You who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
You may be the love that cannot hope to last
Beckons indeed from shadows of the past
That I'll remember 'til the day I die

You may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and rainy years
Me, I'll take your laughter and you tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For when you go I've got to be
The meaning of my life is you

You... Oooh you.......

Happy New Year !!!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Blog!!!

Yes it's my very first time to make a blog.
The very first day of the year 2009.
I'm not so good in expressing my feelings and thoughts
in words but by means of other materials may be I
can and soon you will learn the real me.

The very first reason why I create this blog site
is my "Honey Baeb BYJ"- Bae Yong Joon
A Hallyu star and Prince to other family.
Through this blog spot, I hope I can connect
more and more with my Baesisters and family
And have more and more about BYJ.

Here's my first dedication for him:

I'm A Fan

I'm a fan
A certain fan that idolized
A certain star
Put him in a pedestal
And immortalized in dreams....

I'm a fan
Where ever he is, he's in my heart
Supporting him by any means
Trying to be close yet so far....

I'm, a fan
So crazy following his moves
even in a distance...
Miles away....far apart...
But trying to have connections
That can bring happiness to the soul....

The signatured hand wave and
A simple smile from him can
Light up the burden spirit
And cure the aching heart.....

Leny -010109