Monday, August 30, 2010

Happy 38th B-Day Honey

Missed me???

Aug 30, 2010

Hi!!!!

It’s been quite a long time (for me) that I haven’t posting and blogging anymore. It’s not because that since we moved to another place we don’t have an internet connection yet, but because of many reasons.

And one of the biggest reasons was that I want to cut off my craziness with my “Honey Baeb” Yong Joon ssi. I want to get rid of him out of my system, though following him everyday gives me joy.

But the more I keep away from him, the more it made me missed him so much and hurting myself. Still I think of him all the time.

And I can’t take it anymore.

I’ve been a good Christian and follower, but if to love BYJ was wrong then let it be.

God forgive me for being just a human that cares someone obsessedly that really doesn’t even know me and in million miles away distance.

Am gonna love him ‘til my heart voluntarily quits. I hope my heart gets tried, if not, then I’ll be loving him forever….

Ooooh , what a pathetic “MAGDALENA” I am...